Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Sittin here in math class
There's nothing I want to do more than kick the teachers ass
All he does is repeat everything over and over
I passed this class in high school and i still have the folder
Everyone looks as boredas I do
And the teachcer asks why we look so blue
He doesn't get that he's just plain boring
I'm surprised nobody in here is snoring
Ten minutes left till I'm outta here
I sit by the door and in the rear
So i can leave early while he notices nothing
I wish that i could learn something
That wasn't a complete and total waste of time
All i feel like doing is sitting here creating a rhyme

English class, this ain't no game
It's one of my classes where the teacher knows my name
My teacher is really cool and hip
He's got piercings 1 in his eyebrow, each ear but no lip
He knows my high school adviros; he dated her
She was inspiring and made me a hard worker
This is the first english class I enjoy
And no, its not because the teacher is a boy
The stuff we learn is interesting and fun
Learnin' about arguments and arguing so i feel i've won
Because I can relate to this topic with very much ease
I used to want to be a lawyer so I could argue and make G's
That gream got shattered by English classes before this
Not my fault I can't write book reports...the point of that is?
This semeter looks promising although there's not much time left
I think the only way to pass my other classes is through theft
Of the final or other students exams or they could be bought
Some students sell their stuff; I just have to make sure I don't get caught.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

dont worry. this is not directed towards you. you know who you are if you read this.
sometimes i just wonder about a lot of things. I am hoping that by writing in this journal that no one will read it or reply to it.
I just need an opportunity to vent, if you will.
As that stupid girl one said "why do you have to go and make things so complicated"
am i right? I think i am.
i am in a constant state of carefullness and wonder
i liked it at first, but im beginning to detest it.
maybe if it wasn't all so confusing it would be better.
i dont want to be left in the dark anymore.
i want all the details....all of them
maybe im just a stupid girl too...

Thursday, November 11, 2004

you don't know what you do to me
you've opened up my eyes and made me see
you made me see what I am capable of
who knows, maybe one day this could be love

you really confused me the other night
I thought that everything was alright
maybe i am just wrapped up in this
but everyday i get lost in your kiss

i know you're afraid of hurting me or doing me wrong
but believe it or not I'm a fighter and I'm strong
I'm really not ready to lose you
and its clear my feelings are true

so, wherever this may lead or go
let's take a chance and go with the flow
if it doesn't work out thats okay
but for now, please just listen to what i say

Monday, October 25, 2004

wonder if you ever see me and i wonder if you know im there
if you looked in my eyes would you see whats inside
would you even care
i just want to hold you close and so far all i have are dreams of you
so i wait for the day to have the courage to say how much i love you
yes i do.
dreamin of you tonight. till tomorrow ill be holdin you tight
theres no where in the world id rather be
than here in my room dreamin about you and me.

so confused...

late at night when all the world is sleeping
i stay up and think of you
and i still can't believe that you came up to me
and said i love you
i love you too.

Saturday, August 14, 2004


i have too many damn journals. its hard for me to keep up with them all..its like one night i am in the mood for one, and another night i need to have another...im weird.


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Wednesday, August 04, 2004

i love when people introduce me to things i like. i stole these from Taylor tonight. I hope she doesn't mind. I like them both.

"let me give the world to you my love"

dominate your fears.

wow...this week has been awesome...i feel like my summer has had a brighter side. and it is only lookin to get better...after tomorrow of course.

tomorrow we have to put my dog buffy to sleep; she is dying fast with cancer. its sad. i love that puppy. shes 10 years old though....

on a different note i think i am bisexual. how fun. i have been hanging out with this girl taylor and she is amazing. we have such a good time together...i mean of course i have thought about it before her..but she made me realize its okay.

im happy.

Friday, July 30, 2004

i am so tired of spending money on stupid movies. god. the village sucked. i hated napoleon dynamite. anchorman wasn't funny to me. God they need some new script writers out there who can make a fucking kick ass movie.